...I think that's okay, you know? With how commercialised and pumped-up Christmas has become over the years it's been sensationalised out of being a simple (if important for those of us who are Christian) holiday into this huge pivotal phenomenon. It's always displayed through the rose-tinted view that it's something special and magical and the most fun anyone could ever have ever, period. Sometimes I wish it were less of a big deal.

What I'm trying to say (but kind of failing to) is that it doesn't make you any less of a human not to be spouting Christmas cheer out of the wazoo. For some people it's just another day, and there's nothing wrong with that. You have other things that inspire you, after all (there should be a holiday all about flowers).

Nevertheless I hope you had a fun day. Happy (late) Christmas bb! <3