I wish we talked more. It feels like we could have been so much closer than we are now, if only we had before. But whenever I contact you, I never have anything to say to you. That is entirely 100% my fault, of course, I just. Do you ever get the feeling where you love a friend so much just for being them, and yet you can't click with them?

It doesn't help that I've been half dead to the world lately and opening myself up to be receptive or engaging to other people is like trying to open a soda can with numb hand after you've been laying on it half the night, but. I don't know.

I wish I could say like "yeah me and Tango, we're super close!" but we can't because I don't know how to reach anyone anymore.

That is possibly the dumbest thing I have ever written I apologise.